Episode Nine Confessionals

[allan]

Yay!! We've merged!!?


I am unsure if this makes me happy or not. I have no idol and am playing both sides. Actually I think there are more than 2 sides and I am only playing 2 of them. I think we're a 4 or 5-sided thing.

I am ill today.

[allan]

[2016-01-30, 8:41:06 PM] Jesse Lynn: How are you!
[2016-01-30, 8:41:34 PM] Allan: I am sick. I havent even left my apartment all day. I blame this game hahaa. Nah I was just really ill. I am eating now though
[2016-01-30, 8:41:37 PM] Allan: How are you?
[2016-01-30, 8:42:03 PM] Jesse Lynn: Lol eating (H)
[2016-01-30, 8:42:12 PM] Jesse Lynn: I’m good!! Hbu
[2016-01-30, 8:42:14 PM] Jesse Lynn: nvm
[2016-01-30, 8:42:16 PM] Jesse Lynn: I just asked



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[2016-01-30, 7:23:28 PM] Allan: Ryan said that one of your friends flirted with him. I love it. I assume they didn’t realize he is a child.
[2016-01-30, 7:26:14 PM] Hugo Agosto: Hahaha. Yeah, it was my bestie Jose.
[2016-01-30, 7:26:15 PM] Hugo Agosto: Hahaha
[2016-01-30, 7:26:30 PM] Hugo Agosto: I was like Jose, this is not called the Bachelor.
[2016-01-30, 7:29:29 PM] Allan: I love it
[2016-01-30, 7:29:37 PM] Allan: Get boys to flirt with me
[2016-01-30, 7:30:22 PM] Hugo Agosto: I tried with you, and you rejected me.
[2016-01-30, 7:30:26 PM] Hugo Agosto: Besides you have Tyler.




[2016-01-30, 8:37:44 PM] Allan: Okay!! I saw drunk snaps of you
[2016-01-30, 8:38:26 PM] Tyler Maruschak: What the hell. How
[2016-01-30, 8:38:37 PM] Tyler Maruschak: I got super drunk last night lol
[2016-01-30, 8:39:02 PM] Allan:
[2016-01-30, 8:39:06 PM] Allan: I loved it
[2016-01-30, 8:39:13 PM] Tyler Maruschak: Wtf how did you see pics of me
[2016-01-30, 8:39:27 PM] Allan: Patrick
[2016-01-30, 8:39:38 PM] Tyler Maruschak: Lol snapchat?
[2016-01-30, 8:39:42 PM] Allan: Snapcaht
[2016-01-30, 8:39:45 PM] Tyler Maruschak: That fuck haha

[allan]

ROUND NINE

[allan]

I AM TERRIFIED!!!

[allan]

I have opinions on everyone but if I talk about them in a video it would take a few hours to upload, due to Rogers internet. SOOOO, I think I might write my draws/fears for each person, and then summarize my current strategy in a video afterward.

However....now I shall nap.

[allan]

JESSE - I know him very little and whenever I speak to him it's small talk. I was wary of him after he heard the info I tested to see if there was cross-tribal, and especially since it caused him to go after me (slightly) when he was our captive on Hadar. I feel like we've cleared that air a little bit, and through my relationship with Keith, I am hoping for some easy rounds with Jesse. Who really knows though.

CASEY - I was so excited to finally meet Casey, because she was sweet and fun. I discussed the past events of the game when I first met her on call, and talked a bit about my having worked with Ryan, and my fears about my old alliance. She did tell Sam and Taylor that Ryan and I were turning on them, and claimed it was to keep her in the know with them and seem more loyal to them than us. I am very guarded with her know about anything to do with strategy, so it's only small talk for now.

TAYLOR - She was part of my Ontario alliance with Sam, and our old Salahly tribe, where we all worked together, even when our civilizations remerged. Once I was taken away to Hadar, I came back feeling like Hugo had replaced me in her eyes, despite us having thrown votes to Hugo. Sam has an idol so a lot of people are wanting to vote for Taylor, maybe even this round, because she is so well connected to people everywhere. I haven't made up my mind yet. 

LEXI - I know her the least, having only introduced myself to her yesterday. I know OF her from other people, and from watching other games, and am already very guarded with her. Everyone seems to be very guarded with her. Even Keith and Ricky. This makes me wonder who she is actually loyal to. Must be Taylor, since they have a previous connection. A few people thought about going after her this round as well. I am hoping she does something shady before the vote, so more heat is away from me.

KEITH - I finally got to reconnect with Keith for the first time since the beginning of the game. It's so refreshing to talk to someone else who thinks logically. I know Keith from outside the game already, and that makes it obviously easy to want to work with him, even though we have never played together before, and I only hear about how he plays games. I trust him for now, and he is trying to keep me informed of information from people he is close with that I don't know. He is wary of Ryan, who is at this point my F2, because he has an idol. 

RYAN - My F2. I was deciding between he and Mateusz for who I wanted to have an F2 with, and Bargaal decided for me by voting out Mateusz. He is the only person who has been on the same tribe with me through every switch. I trust him 100% right now, and my only weird feeling I have is that he is so close with Casey that again I could easily be replaced. Also, he is becoming a threat, due to his wins, and idol, and if people cannot vote him out they might vote out his #1 ally.


SAM - I obviously wanted to work with Sam because I know him IRL, and he will easily talk game with me. I am wary of him now for the same reasons that I am wary of Taylor, although maybe less so. He was always willing to put votes on Hugo, despite how loyal Hugo is to him, and on the last tribe, when we were deciding who to vote for between Casey, Hugo, and Devon, he listened to me when I suggested Hugo, although really I feeling out any resistance to that idea. I don't know what he is thinking and feel like he is guarded with me as well now.


TYLER - He is playing way too hard still, but now he kind of has to. He has made a target of himself all game, and I know a lot of it is because it's his first game, but he is very angst and paranoid as well. I told him I wouldn't vote him out this round, and I won't, although I don't know if that will matter. He wants to go on a call later, and says he has a plan. I am dying to know what it is. Dalton is the name on a lot of lips this round, so I need to know how he thinks he can save Dalton.


RICKY - I am so confused by Ricky. I believe him this game when he says he doesn't want to vote for me and really wants us to work together FOR ONCE. Hahaha. He has been straight-up with me all game about the votes and coming to me with plans and listening to my ideas. I was scared of his connections to other people, but he has always been a huge target UNTIL this round. It's funny but now he is in a good spot again. He sometimes tells me info strangely and it makes me paranoid, but he could be doing that for strategic reasons, so who actually knows?


HUGO - He has replaced me in the alliance with Sam and Taylor for sure. I don't know why he is so loyal to them when he has clearly always received votes JUST IN CASE the intended target played an idol. I would be pissed. A lot of people have been voted out and especially in this game where there are idols galore, I would hate to be as expendable as Hugo is to so many people. I don't understand why he doesn't get pissed off and try to flip to someone who will help his individual game. I lost the challenge on purpose last night (which was harder to do), because I wanted to see what would happen if Taylor had to eliminate either Hugo or I, and then Hugo WON. Kept Taylor, which I thought was very obvious to everyone in the cast, so here's hoping that helped my game.


DALTON - I like Dalton. He has always made the effort to keep in touch with me through whatever messenger I can be reached at if I am working or out somewhere. I know a lot of people are targeting him this round, and I don't understand it. It seems like such a wasted first merge vote. It says to me that something else is going on. It's too hard to trust strategizing with Dalton (and Tyler) though, because they will throw anyone under the bus to save their asses. I feel like even if I came to him with a plan to help him, he might tell other people who will then turn it around on me. Plus if he left then Tyler might really need me. I don't know.


 

[allan]

MMMM HMMMMMMM

[allan]

[allan]

Poor Marta. 

Also, poor me. This round is a clusterfuck and I am in several chats and calls all the time, like The Whore Of The Game. 

I am The Whore of the Game.

[allan]

Why is everyone being such bitches?

(legitimately, I'd like an answer, please)

[Head PW 2.0]

Feb 2, 2016 5:23:20 GMT allan said:

Why is everyone being such bitches?

(legitimately, I'd like an answer, please)

because you're old